Moth
October 4, 2025 at 1:14:04 AM
Definitely do not commit suicide or something.
Do you really want someone to care for? It seems like people don't actually enjoy being talked to, though I get that it feels pointless.
Trying to give love. Yes. Comes out as criticism. Woe upon. Sigh. "Frozen grin of defeat"
Replied on: October 4, 2025 at 9:55:46 AM
hii
-I don't want to do it but I just feel like I might have to eventually wrt quality of life expectations etc
-I didn't love being a full-time carer it was emotionally exhausting and upsetting but I feel like there's an amount of push-and-pull of care expected with regular relationships (as simple as going to the store for someone etc)
- I like being talked to so much that I start conversations with people until they find me annoying. so. I feel that etc.
- all love is criticism when it comes from someone you desperately want to be good for, because everything they do is a sign you need to change yourself etc (internally).
- [solemn nod]
